Why I do what I do?

In 2007, I found myself experiencing some very undesirable situations which felt as if I was dying in a very 'dark' and unfriendly reality.

Almost every aspect of my life was falling apart and I couldn't work out why I was experiencing what I was or what to do about it.

The more I tried to make situations better, the worse they became.

Because I remembered having experienced enjoying life in the past, in a please for help, I asked the universe for my life back.

Happiness is not in getting what you want.

The universe replied by showing me what is often called the law of attraction (that we can consciously manifest our reality with out thoughts).

The universe effectively brought to me the law of attraction, with the law of attraction.

I researched it, practised it, and it often worked.

But even when I experienced getting what I wanted, what I got and my life situations did not make me happy.

That is where my search started for what I was missing.

Everybody should get rich and famous and do everything they ever dreamed of so they can see that it’s not the answer.

-- a quote of Jim Carrey, the actor, after him using the law of attraction to manifest 10 million pounds (7 million dollars) and then later becoming depressed. Read more about this quote.

Since seeking the truth of what I was missing,  I have received 'answers' as various forms of information and teachings.

Most of the information and teachings are based on quantum physics, metaphysics, and spiritual experiences of other people, and also some of myself.

Since then I have been practising and refining exercises which bring knowledge in the form of internal thoughts and insights.

The information and moreso practising the exercises create shifts and transformations both in the inner and outer reality.

The inner reality I am referring to is our thoughts, emotions, and the body's sensations.

The outer reality is the external environment of the world.

High level feedback from the universe.

As well as receiving 'new' thoughts and insights by practising the exercises, information and messages are also received from the external environment such as people, media, and other 'outer' life situations.

The inner thought based answers can be best described as aha-moments, intuition, ideas, epiphanies, or insights.

These internal thoughts and insights I now know would not have come without wanting to know the truth of what I was missing and without practising the exercises.

One of the biggest truths I eventually discovered was that demanding to have my life back was an inappropriate request.

That is because asking for my life back would have effectively created a journey eventually leading to similar or greater undesirable situations.

The unknowing spiritual journey.

What I was shown was that I could have the experience of life but not have my life back, and that I had to let go and grow from where I 'was'.

This was one of the most difficult aspects of the journey and that is where the exercises helped.

I discovered that the desire to have the same or some experiences 'back' creates suffering because the human aspect of life is an ever growing expansive experience.

I also discovered that we play a part in creating all our situations in life, including both desirable and undesirable situations.

What I was missing was to learn how to transform and heal the undesirable situations to create the space for expansive experiences to happen.

This and other information and teachings mostly from quantum physics, metaphysics and spiritual experiences have helped me to let go of inappropriate desires and unlearn what I previously thought I had to know and do.

Without thinking of or wanting it, I have realised I have been on what is often described as a journey of 'spiritual awakening'.

This journey has created profound insights of how and why the undesirable situations were created, why my reality was falling apart, and what to 'do' and not do about it.

The information, teachings, the practice and the journey have and continue to help transform, heal, bring insights for, and break free of undesirable situations (general unhappines).

The ongoing research and practising also create shifts, transformation and healing in the perception and experiences of inner thoughts and feelings and the outer life situations including areas of life which include.

Money, Peace & Joy, Thoughts & Emotions, Health & Fitness, Career & Lifestyle, Tasks & Goals, Personal Relationships, Social & Career Relationships, Manifesting & Having, and Life Purpose & Spirituality.

Save yourself years, and experience real results.

Some shifts, transformation, healing and insights have been quite modest, and some have been awesome and close to miraculous.

That is why I am refining all the information, teachings and experiences to create simple yet effective information and exercises that can save you years, if not decades in:

• fulfilling your desires and avoiding the deception of wanting.
• receiving your deepest answers to life without huge effort in searching for them.
• breaking free from negativity, problems, and being stuck.
• searching for information and practices, and spending thousands, if not more on self-help techniques.
• and even if you are happy, perhaps helping you to later avoid negativity, problems, and being stuck.