In 2007, I found myself experiencing some very undesirable situations, some of which felt as if I was dying in a very dark and unfriendly reality.
Almost every aspect of my life was falling apart, but I couldn't work out why it was happening or what to do about it.
The more I tried to make situations better, the worse they became.
As I recalled having experienced joy in the past, I asked the universe for my life back.
Happiness is not in getting what you want.
The universe replied by showing me with what is often called the law of attraction (that we can consciously manifest our reality).
The universe brought to me the law of attraction with the law of attraction.
I researched it, practised it, and it sometimes worked.
However, even when I experienced getting what I wanted, the results did not resolve the undesirable situations or make me happy.
That is where my search started for what I was missing.
Everybody should get rich and famous and do everything they ever dreamed of so they can see that it’s not the answer.
-- a quote of Jim Carrey, the actor, after him using the law of attraction to manifest 10 million pounds (7 million dollars) and then later becoming depressed. Read more about this quote.
Since seeking the truth of what I was missing, I have received 'answers' as various forms of information and teachings.
Most of the information and teachings are based on quantum physics, metaphysics, and spiritual experiences of other people, and also some of myself.
I practise and refine exercises which bring knowledge in the form of internal thoughts and insights
I also experience shifts and transformation in physical reality which includes the body and the outer world, and I will discuss this later.
Messages and teachings are also received from the external environment such as people, media, and other 'outer' life situations.
The inner thought based answers can be best described as aha-moments, intuition, ideas, epiphanies, or insights.
These internal thoughts and insights I now know would not come to me without wanting to know the truth of what I was missing and practising the exercises.
One truth I eventually discovered was that demanding to have my life back was an inappropriate request.
That is because the request would have most probably created a journey eventually leading to similar or greater undesirable situations.
The unknowing spiritual journey.
What I was shown, was that I could have the experience of life but not have my life back but had to let go and grow from where I 'was'.
I discovered that the human aspect of life is an every growing expansive experience, and that we have the ability to co-create our journey of experiences.
I also discovered that we play a part in creating all our situations in life, including both desirable and undesirable situations.
And what I was missing was to learn how to transform and heal the undesirable situations in life.
This and other information and teachings from quantum physics, metaphysics and spiritual experiences have helped me to learn to unlearn what I previously knew.
And also helped to create the space to learn what I perhaps actually should know.
Without thinking of or wanting it, I have realised I have been on what is often described as a journey of 'spiritual awakening'.
This journey has created profound insights of how and why everything was falling apart, how it was created, and what to 'do' and not do about it.
The information, teachings, their practice and the journey have and continue to help transform, heal, bring insights for, and break free of experiences that we call negativity, problems, and being stuck (unhappiness).
The ongoing research and practising also creates shifts, transformation and healing in the perception and experiences of inner thoughts and feelings and outer life situations including.
Money, Peace & Joy, Thoughts & Emotions, Health & Fitness, Career & Lifestyle, Tasks & Projects, Personal Relationships, Other Relationships, Having Things In Life, and Life Purpose & Spirituality.
Some shifts, transformation, healings and insights have been quite modest, and some have been awesome and close to miraculous.
That is why I am refining all the information, teachings, practices and experiences to create information and exercises that can save you years, if not decades, in:
- fulfiling your desires but avoiding the deception of wanting.
- receiving your deepest answers to life without huge effort in searching for them.
- breaking free from negativity, problems, and being stuck.
- finding information and practices, and not spending thousands, if not more on self-help techniques.
- and even if you are happy, perhaps helping you to avoid negativity, problems, and being stuck.